Some psychiatrists, through trial and error, prefer not to prescribe control II medications at all. Other's don't even believe in adult adhd. For whatever reason your current say's "NO", doesn't help you in feeling better with yourself. Was an alternative suggested? If you find yourself continuing to seek stimulation, above and beyond your norm in order to be productive, maybe a re-eval from a specialist would help. Not rying to tell you what to do or lecture you. Just trying to be helpful. Are you aware that Phentermine is a controlled substance and requires a perscription from a qualified MD?
I'm only saying this because you said "sneek and find". That probably wouldn't be the best way to stay out of trouble. We need you here where you are productive to many in a meaningful way.
Ok, i'll shutup now.
take good care,
j