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Just a thought, but maybe you can still check in here at Psych Central... This can maybe your support system until you can do what you feel you need to do... Is always good to have some folks you can talk to and there are lots of good folks that can encourage and support you at Psych Central... Just a thought ... k Sometimes talking about what is hurting us can be helpful.. like getting it off your chest... k