Firstly you should search a job. SOON. I knew how some women suffered at age 40 when they dont work for years for their husbands. That is not healthy. Even your boyfriend is an angel, any woman must work. It is an obligation for your independence.

And after that, as someone said before..you shoulnt pay anything but less drugs. It is an insult to the woman.
And finally, if he is not nice with you...you definitely might move away from him.

Hugs.