I feel the same way sometimes... But we just have to keep living. Se have to stay strong. I know it is tough, but is the alternative any better? Is dying any better? Because I promise you people care. If you aren't here any longer, it will be too late to see that people care. I feel your pain and know it is hard, but stay strong. One day at a time, okay? If you need anything or to just talk, let me know.