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Sep 27, 2012, 05:39 AM
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Member Since: Sep 2012
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I slept well last night but had dreams about the man from my affair that just ended. I dreamnt he got a hold of me through e-mail and gave me his new cell phone number. I can honestly say I don't remember feeling happy about seeing the e-mail. I did feel like "I knew you would get a hold of me." Then I woke up and it really bothered me that I'm even dreaming about his at all.
Once again, the pain in my chest and not being able to breathe. I'm not sure if that's anxiety or a panic attack.  It wasn't enough for me to get all the way up, but enough I couldn't go back to sleep. Every morning he is on my mind. This can't get over soon enough. I'm looking forward to tonight, I usually feel better at night.
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Let go <3
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