I thought I would be an actor. Some people said I was good or funny. I lost the love at 25. Then I didn't know what to do and now I am 42. I am naving a hard time accepting that I'm in my 40's and I feel I've wasted so much time. I've been depressed for a while, probably dysthimia. I just can't seem to move forward in my life. Any suggestion for baby steps would be great.