I went from several years of taking ant-depressants for a depression dx, but still having outbursts and very odd behavior, to finally getting the correct dx of bipolar. It took 6 months of weekly/biweekly visits to the pdoc and therapist in order to get meds and coping skills that allow me to accept the bp. I still go through times that I believe a big mistake has been made.
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