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This is one of those " I donīt get Rainbow" posts of mine. There really isnīt any judging ....But I canīt let go of something you write sometimes and it breaks my heart.
You often write...."Itīs not fair that I lost my mum"..( in my 30īs as an adult)
This is not an attempt to say someones pain is worse or less than others.
I am saying that I literally cry when you write something like that...still after so many years-
Sorry it really gets to me and have for a long time.
I know you are hurting and that I will never understand your perspective on things. That sentence just makes me go ..." well sometimes life just isnīt fair" Accept, release, let go...The pain of loosing a parent in so hard but I do believe we can keep them in our hearts and not being stuck in this " itīs not fair" forever. I am sure your mom / and dad wished you could move on and not have this pattern that does not do anything for you at all.IMO
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