Hi. My anixity or how ever its spelled, stems from pain. When the pain comes on and I can't seem to get it under control I panic.
The pain is extreme and it feels as if someone is takking an ice pick to my tailbone. It won't
Stop, that is when I have a panic attack. During this time I feel I have to end my life for it to stop.
Of course I've never even attempted that, nor do I really wish to, but in that time
The pain I have seems endless.

I hate chronic pain and how much it has destroyed my life.. I just
Want it to go away.