(((Suzzie)))),

The very important word to keep ever present is "yet". Maybe therapy has not been what you have wanted "yet" and you have to give it a chance and keep "trying".

You are truely "worthy" to keep making "efforts" to learning about "self" and that takes time for "everyone" Suzzie.

The human brain is truely "capable" of many things and "learning" is one thing our brains are very "capable of". Just because we may not have a certain "app" for something, doesn't mean we can't put one there.

(((Hugs)))