i agree with pat jacq, come here for support, we are as close to family as it can physically get!

i understand 100% where you are coming from, im having the same type of day emotionally too, but just keep reminding yourself of those who love you (they may not be present currently) and hold onto those feelings.

let the tears flow, empty your body of all the tears, you may find it could take a while, but you will get there. and when you feel "cried out" try to work on yourself and try to cheer yourself up by doing something you really enjoy doing, even if it means forcing yourself to get up and do it, it will benefit you in the long run.

take care jacq, and remember, you can pm me when you want a chat, or if theres anyhting you need, just holler in my direction. you are not alone at all, especially when you are here at pc.