Hi everyone,

I'm new here and I think it is cool to have a daily check-in. I spoke to my mom yesterday and I was in tears and just sobbing because of everything that I have had going on for months. She was actually supportive, so I took her words and just clung to them. It did make me feel a little bit better for a few moments. However, today...different story.

I still feel very down, frustrated, tired/achy and wish I could just sleep a little longer. I wish I wouldn't have to go to work today. I don't feel like it but I have to. If I don't I run the risk of loosing my salary. With the job I have, I feel like I have no life and that this company is sucking whatever joy I have out. My family and I are in a lot of debt too..so I need to go. I just wish that I could have a break....like 3-4 days or something like that. *sigh* off to work..