I was surprised to read in your most recent post that you feel that your fetish is an "issue." Perhaps if you had presented it that way, people would have responded differently. Other posts have made it seem that you don't think it is a problem, you are proud of it, and everyone who disagrees with your behavior is wrong. I had no idea that you had guilt, worries, and moral conflict.

Again, my intention (and likely others here) is both to understand you and to encourage you to think through your decisions. Honestly, I find it impossibly hard to understand how you can be okay with this. I was trying to understand. I suspect people made the book suggestions from the same place. Maybe they figured that the only way you would be comfortable with this was that you had only been exposed to limited aspects of the Holocaust.

Only you can decide what is best for you. Don't feel that you as a person are not wanted or accepted. People are not trying to drive you away from PC.

EJ