I've been making threads about this since April, and I've voiced my concerns in other threads. Only a few people have been following I suppose, because I don't recognize most of the people here in this thread.

In April I began having Hitler fantasies, then started having imaginary Nazi "characters" in my head, and then I began creating my own uniforms for the fetish. Now all I watch are Nazi movies, listen and speak German, and trying to find someone into the Nazi fetish.

It's still something I'm trying to accept. I'm not trying to change it, but it's affecting my relationships and I'm afraid it's going interfere with my classes and my work.

I don't want people to think I am a bad person because of it, but I don't want people to think I need to change because it's not a bad thing, it's just misunderstood.

I currently don't have a therapist, my last therapist was temporary but he knows that I understand the difference between reality and fantasy and that I don't support what the Nazis did. My T encourages it as long as it is healthy and no one is hurt by it.