We're going on our trip soon, so I'll catch up more when I can. I'm sorry I'm a pain and triggering to some of you. Thank you, blur. I do appreciate your posts to me but I understand. I'll just keep plugging along. My T isn't perfect. I know life isn't fair. I'm just honest on here and will continue to be unless it's not effective. We talked about that today. Gotta weigh it. Talked in DBT about my T; group leader made suggestions. My DBT book is in the car; got to shut off the computer now!!!