I am procrastinating haha, and wearing it in a bun everyday, with hairspray to hide the short ends. I'm still working on "acceptance". I keep trying to visualize it, and picture how I will feel, of course I try to manipulate a happy experience, like humans do, and I am not any closer. I have been spending my walking time, gazing at my hair in my shadow, I need to move on. haha

Ohhh geez, what was the message here again , process life as it is, not as you think it should be.... yes I'll work on that.