When I mentioned a roller coaster ride, I had no idea.
Last night and this morning, I was just... so down. Agitated, irritable, didn't feel like doing anything or seeing anyone or going to class. Saw my counsellor, and he said he'll contact my doctor for me (because I couldn't be bothered). The meds just don't seem to be helping.
Then I leave, go to my next class after a while in the sun.... Then, after my class, I'm in a better mood. I went by my counsellor for a minute because, well, it was weird, and slowly I started getting a bit hyper. So my counsellor saw me speaking real slow and being all agitated, and then maybe a little less than four hours later, I'm speaking fast and upbeat and feel like studying and... feel much better. Now I've gone down to my 'normal' mood, which is where I'm usually at.
It's crazy. Now this is a real roller coaster. Hopefully I don't get "brain zaps" coming off this medication.
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