I cracked not long after writing this, I'm really sorry. It's here it's back i thought i was passed it,
I did it 3 times. I dont want to be in this place,
I can't do it again. I want to be free I don't want to be this yo-yo
I thought I was normal again.
I'm not.
I'm so scared.
How can I give advice and try and help others when I feel so ****ed up
Myself sometimes, I have no reason to feel like this.
The tears sting my face I feel I don't belong.
Some of you have been dragged thro hell, I've had a good life just ****ed up relationships. I have no right having this illness.
I'm just so lonely and scared I messing everyone elses life up.