Morning are the worst. I have to readjust to reality all over again every day. It's as if I'm getting used to being in my own head again when I wake up.
When I broke up with my ex, I would wake up and instantly feel the grief of the situation...I would sometimes roll out of bed and cry. The pain sometimes brought me to my knees. Every new morning it got easier though.
Now I wake up and have to readjust to reality, reaffirm truths --especially after a very misleading dream. Mornings are still quite hard. But it's gotten much easier.
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