Why is management being unfair with you? You indicate that you're very successful at your work.

Your job must cause you to have to travel a good bit, since you can't make regular therapy an option.

I would see a psychiatrist where you have home base established. Surely you're home often enough to visit one once a month. With medications, it may be that you could work something like that into your schedule. You might even see him once every 3 months, depending on your needs.

You really can't afford not to be treated if you have bipolar illness. It gets worse over time if untreated. With proper medications, you may be even more successful
in your career and far happier in your personal life. And you may even be advised
to leave the current job and move into a position that enables you to have permanent residence where you are and can settle into a good relationship with the appropriate psychiatrist for evaluation and treatment.

Keep in touch and let us know how you get along.

Genetic