Yes, many of us understand what you are going through. And you are in a good place. I lost myself in unimaginable ways, and recreated who I am. It is hard, but worth the effort to live a new life..

What do you think of music? Sometimes a song's words can "speak" to you and help put things in prespective.

" Here's a toast to all of those who hear me all too well.
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye.
Tomorow's going to come too soon."