(((Illegal Toilet)))

It doesn't sound like you are cured and simply wasting your pDoc's time. I'm sure that he doesn't look at it that way...otherwise, he would have asked you a lot of Q's, to be sure that your treatment plan was necessary.

Personally, I have a tendency to become quiet when I'm upset. My pDoc needs to watch me closely as I answer Q's. He'll then pick up on my unhappiness ~ sometimes he'll ask more Q's, to understand my perspective and check on any plans I may have developed. Other times, he'll give out a long sigh and compassionate eyes as I answer the Q's. Perhaps your pDoc was simply watching you to see how you're feeling? Be gentle on yourself.

I am sorry to hear that you were triggered by the disappearance of a local woman & the APB out on her. Those are very disturbing to almost ALL of us! It sends my tummy in a spin every time I hear APB's on radio or TV.

Go ahead and cry if you're still feeling emotional. Letting those emotions out will help you a bit! Holding those emotions in certainly won't help in any way. Gentle hugs to you, IT. Give yourself a little break. Okay?