Thank-you for your relplies! I do worry about that because my psychiatrist used to say that because my depression was for no reason at all. I used to be on prozac, I didnt feel as if it did much but everyone else said they could tell. I went cold turkey on it though in April because I didn't feel as if it did anything, at times I felt as if it made me worse! Other than that just my pill. I had like a few weeks where I thought it was gone occasionally through the time I was being treated aswell. Part of me doesn't want to accept that it could be back, I don't want it to be and I tell myself if I can ignore it then it will go. Plus if my family find out they'll hate it, they didn't deal with it very well last time after they found out from me ending up in hospital for attempted su. They really didn't handle it well, and they were awful to me, they if anything made me worse. I don't know what to do! I don't want it to be back! I'm scared to get in touch because of if they tell me it's back which scares me because I don't want to get like that again! x