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Old Sep 28, 2012, 03:57 AM
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I feel similar, suzzie.

My trust has gone to zero point 2 with people. I am in survival mode; only deal with them if I *really really have to*.

I too want to connect but I am so scared I am going to keep getting hurt over and over again. Or I am still convinced, somehow that I am so marred (probably by being ritually abused) that I shouldn't be around anyone.

Carol (used to be Billi)
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Hugs from:
beauflow, suzzie
Thanks for this!
suzzie