It's better, my mom paid me 20 dollars (which she borrowed off some guy), to help her kidnap her dogs back from her ex husband. He's homeless and living at a campground, and he stole the dogs to hurt my mom, well we took them back. That gave me gas, food, and cigarettes, and I'll be able to go to DHHR and get the food stamp situation worked out. I'm so relieved, the humiliation has subsided a bit, thanks to mom I suppose.

I know my Mom's a crack addict, and a very mentally ill person, but this ain't the first time she's bailed me out of a situation like this. I know I had to do something for her, but I'll definitely say it was fair. I made my kids a delicious biscuit, sausage, and egg sandwich before they went to bed, with a lightly flavored chocolate milk. I was so happy to see them eating real food, not beans, water, and bread.

I'm so sorry if I freaked anybody out. Please understand that under the stress I felt overwhelmed and guilty that my children did not have the food I want them to. If it was just me and my husband, I wouldn't have given a rats ***, but it's my babies, that's what got me so upset.

ALL IS FINALLY GOOD NOW. Thanks so much all for being there for me. It's only going to get better because my husband gets paid tomorrow night, and I'm going to go to DHHR and get that stuff fixed. I feel terrible for sucking you all in my worries, but I'm very grateful everybody was compassionate and understanding and did not attack me to make me feel bad, especially in a shameful situation like this one.

((((((((((((((Hugs to all of you)))))))))))))))))))))