Angel that is soooo good I am so so so proud of you! You picked the rift name, you really are an angel. I know that right now things will be tough. There will be a lot of questions, it will be a rough go for you. But just know that things will get better and one day you can live a normal life, and you will have all of us here to help you every step of the way. Now you can know not to ever let anyone do something like this to you again, because you will have the confidence to get help. This wasn't your fault, and you certainly did not deserve this. I wish you the best honey, keep us posted.