Sannah,

I apologize for the way I jumped down your throat yesterday when you said I wasn't as fragile and I thought I was. It triggered alot of old stuff with my FOO where my problems were always minimized and i was expected to carry an emotional load that was far too great for me to handle. When I posted about how awful and desperate I was feeling, I needed someone to acknowledge how hard this is for me. When you said I wasn't as fragile as I thought I was, I felt like you were calling me a liar and implying that my problems were no big deal and that i just needed to buck up. Then, when you told me i never take advice, everything just bounces off me, and that i never make any progress, that too was a trigger for me from my FOO, where no matter how hard I tried, nothing I ever did was good enough.

Anyway, I apologize, Sannah. I know you aren't my FOO and you were only trying to help me feel stronger and able to face things. I hope you'll forgive me.

Peaches