Hello everyone... It's a shame what I am going through. I thought I was over my ex and what he did to me but I found out I am not. The hurt came back times 10... I would not want anyone to go through this. My ex hurt me over and over, made me feel worthless... All this pain is affecting my life now. I really want to let go and move on... I just do not know how to do that. As I try I take a step forward but get pushed back two steps. Does this ever get better? Can I find myself again? LOST, BROKE, CONFUSED I am afraid to trust and open up again. My new boyfriend is wonderful. We moved in together and some things he did reminded me of my ex. I try to talk to him about things and it helps a bit. I do not know how to be happy.