Yes, I can't even begin to understand how you feel, but I know what it is like to be in a hospital bed away from home and feeling alone and lost. But, try to remember that you are SAFE from those who were hurting you before...and I know they are your family by blood but they were SO not good for you!!!! Please keep posting here. I wish I could just take it all away for you.

Please try to stay strong, we are all here for you and care about you.