I understand what you're sayin' Dan

....thing is..?

life is like the mother of all Rat traps...for me I've noticed anyhow

and no matter where I go or what I do I'm baited to suffer in some way.

...always trying to avoid getting my back broken in the trap but I need to express myself...be it workin' my butt off or typing my butt off...!

feeling my old self is soooo damn natural ...he's the one best at dodging the trap...in the process I develop a new self....and therefore life develops a new trap for me.

I go backwards and forwards and the best place for me is in the middle...maybe?

not an old self or a new self but an un-experienced self....scary stuff!

questioning is progress...I guess