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Originally Posted by stratocaster
Morning are the worst. I have to readjust to reality all over again every day. It's as if I'm getting used to being in my own head again when I wake up.
When I broke up with my ex, I would wake up and instantly feel the grief of the situation...I would sometimes roll out of bed and cry. The pain sometimes brought me to my knees. Every new morning it got easier though.
Now I wake up and have to readjust to reality, reaffirm truths --especially after a very misleading dream. Mornings are still quite hard. But it's gotten much easier.
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I agree with you, it's like all day I battle my emotions to make myself accept it's over and it's over for the best, but waking up and knowing I have to go through it all over again doesn't feel good at all. I know each day will get better, it already has. It doesn't hurt any less and I hope it eventually will hurt less. A LOT LESS!