I can't stop crying. I can't breathe properly. I don't know why this is happening to me again. I'm terrified of it all. I hate myself for letting the depression back in. :'( I need hugs but my family don't care, they hate me. I just want a hug, someone to be there for me so I'm not crying myself to sleep alone each night. I can't sleep, I can't eat. I'm lost in myself, I have lost myself. I have never felt so miserable in my life, I'm closing off from everything. Make it stop. What can I do? I'm hopeless. What can I do? :'( :'( :'(