Thankyou so much for replying! Not any more, I was on prozac and saw a psychiatrist and cpn for cbt, but in may my depression was supposedly all gone. Now it's back again. But they discharged me so they think I was fine, it can't be back I can't handle it. None around me seems to deal with it very well either. I just want to stay in bed 24/7 and not face the world. Curl up and disappear. How is it possible to feel so overwhelmingly terribly sad? I want my life back. I want to be happy again