Clinte buddy....

you know that part of mania ...a huge part is ....?

deep emotional efforts to erase failures accidently achieved during depression!

and...it's pretty full on to call failures ....achievements!

but this is the nature of depression....the more I f.ck up the more ****** I am!

...and I'm as ****** as they come....clumsy human mess...nasty upset!

the ride is never over....the ride is life...forgive me....you know this...

better to get thrown from the vehicle?....

or held tight by the ultimate racing harness?

thats what mania attempts to do and succeeds...psycho-illogical beast that it is.

hurts like hell Clinte...and "broken hearts' don't even fit in!....except thats what makes us be so careless and mania keeps us alive....what a deliberate prick of a thing!

it's survival instinct for the bipolar he or she....

you gonna ride....just try relax in the seat buddy....