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Originally Posted by veiledregret1234
I've felt this way as far back as I can remember. Isolated, misunderstood, sad, angry. I've hit a really low period recently, lower than I remember for a long time. I want to lash out, I know it's inappropriate and possibly very dangerous in such a confined environment. I'm restless and tired, my temper shortening like a wick. For years and years I was fed drug after drug to no avail. I know this is interfering in my ability to have a personal life. The irony being it makes me very good at my job, to the point I'm trod upon by management which serves to make me even more irritable. I don't know where to turn, more meds seem like a joke and I'm never in one place long enough to make regular therapy a viable option. I don't know what to do...
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well yeah...you've got some energy!....and your abilities get abused wherever you go......
emotional energy is simply amazing in the most complicated ways.
did much the same thing...you just described it better...I just got mad....really mad!
being unsettled is deeper than current events.
hard as it is...and I've had life stop me time and time again...to settle long enough in the one place...
to adjust...to just get some freaking time out....instead of always trying to fit in with others...
thats what happens on the move
...in the meantime..."it aint your fault"
...difficult as is it for whatever reason....to give yourself space...hard as hell like it's been but necessary and it's possible
I don't owe anybody anything....except 'me' when I'm well and then it's easy...and I'm not there yet...but have experienced it
take all the time you need
