It sounds like you are trying your very best to try and hold things together, and yet they are kind of falling apart. I know you say meds are not likely an option or havent worked for you in the past. Has anything worked to help you when you are in this space? Therapy? I know for me the only two things that helped were meds and therapy. I also learned to open up in real life about my depression and anxiety, but I couldn't have done that without the therapy (and probably the meds). As i said, we are all different and different things work for different people... But that is what has worked for me. I hope you are able to start working through these issues, and that you also keep posting here!
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"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan “If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.” Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.
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