This could be the end of the road. I'm spinning my wheels and my therapist doesn't know what to do with me anymore. I felt like this was coming, and now she said it. I'm stuck, she's stuck.

We've made all kinds of progress, but I've been in therapy 18 months now (it's almost 2 years since I had to quit my job) and I still don't feel capable of work, or even volunteering. Was trying to get back into education and maybe change my career path but that all went to hell... I still don't even know what I want to do, anyway. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like I can't try anymore.

I don't want this to be the end, what do I do without my T? She's lovely. We have such a great relationship. I wish I could just fix this, find a way forward... but I feel like I'm being way too demanding, expecting too much. She was on the phone to me tonight for ages and all I did was complain. I feel awful.