I don't even know what to do. 20 maybe 30 minutes sleep. that's okay just take the pain killers to stop the migraine and go for a run before anyone wakes.

welcome home yeah that sounds amazing and yeah we were great while you were gone. lie lie lie. it's the only way.

I hate this out of control feeling. I need it to stop. just ****ing stop. but really there's nothing I can do. there's no way to escape but I can't stay. trapped. trapped. trapped. trapped.