I am no small girl.... My husband used to make me feel bad about it, guess what i got fatter!! Not by choice, I guess just depression

Honestly I could give 2 sh*ts less what anyone thinks of me and my weight, I am attractive, I am sexual and upto 5 weeks ago I was having sex with someone COMPLETELY NUDE LIGHTS ON and guess what dumb dumb didn't realize I was preggers, he did say one time ur getting a lil belly how cute. I never saw him again, I was convinced he would figure it out and tell someone but screw that hampster ur beautiful, ur more than weight, a womans confidence radiates any barbie lookin chick ANYDAY!!! My friends have never understood why I can walk into a room/store/party/bar and ALWAYS get someone if dared/wanted/told I couldn't etc. My secret... Confidence