BlueInnana--I actually blew up on my
Husband tonight. Words flew out like darts and vomit. Lol. He hardly acknowledged my unhappiness. Wtf is that? I swear I live with a dead tree. Ugh. It is a struggle. What to do?? I only got BP since married. Many people and therapist think I'm just bursting with emotions and my mood swings are ONLY related to this nutty life. Kinda like your scenario. So you've been able to be good. That's awesome. Are you dying to just go find what you need now??? I crave it. I have a tattoo on my back that's in Chinese and says Crave. Passion on my leg. Lol. The tats tell my life right?