Dave, it's obvious you're not ready to go back to work. Your symptoms prove it.
I do wish you'd stop being so hard on yourself!! I am positive you are causing your own anxiety because you won't relax with yourself, Hun. Just allow yourself to be sick. You're working on it, it will get better in time. For the time being, just
be.
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<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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