I do know how you feel. I remember when I lost it, and I felt similar. Like I needed to go ahead and do it, all that. So I did. It was with a "girlfriend" but we had literay been dating for two days. She didn't know I was a virgin, I had gone through in my mind a million times what I needed to do and how to do it. I managed. Nothing went wrong. I was glad I had finally done it.

Problem was, I was in love with someone else. We had broken up months earlier, but I still loved her. We never did anything because we lived in different countries. Luckily, later on in life her and I got back together and we did get to meet and have that special bonding together. It was amazing, and though we broke up due to circumstances I still have yet to sleep with anyone else. I just can't now that I had her, I would just be settling.

Did I regret that she was a virgin and I wasn't? A bit. It did kind of bother me, but it didn't bother her. At least not that she let on. While I did kind of regret it, at the same time I was glad. I was glad my first time was kind of meaningless because I gained experience from it, and when it was time for her I knew how to handle it when she had never done that before. I think it kind of helped. So while I don't necessarily condone just doing it to do it, it isn't always a bad thing. It may release some stress for you, and when you do find that right girl you won't be so scared and have so much pressure. If you really want to wait though, I have heard great things about doing that. I didn't, so I can't really comment on how it is, but I am sure either way it will be amazing when you find the right girl. The choice is up to you whether you want to act on the urges now or not.