Today is my family's reunion dinner. I have a wonderful relationship with "my" family- my husband, kids, dils and grandson but my extended family are back-biting, judgemental, two-faced and I am the UNDISPUTED black sheep. I act "stoned" on xanax and I am afraid to take one b4 going but I know this is going to be so hard on me emotionally- but if I medicate- then all them snooty ppl I am related to will be talking forever!