say no to what? drugs?? that was a one time thing and i will probably never do that again. what happened with me was not a result of the drugs. this happened two days later?? i just don't understand what is going on i try to be a good person and help people but i just don't think its working maybe a should just go into hiding. take myself out of this place. be alone for awhile i really don't know i want to be alone but i can't i have to be around these people. why?? why do i want to be around people that can hurt me?

<font color=red> It's hard being a snowflake in a world of Cheerios!</font color=red>