You must be from a country outside the U.S., LilMissMichael.

Here, all I ever did was pick up a phone and call a psychiatrist. I'd probably lose interest in seeking help if I had to go through all that you've been through. No
wonder you're asking for opinions!

I'd accept the psychiatrist's point of view having been through all that you've experienced. You'll be fine once your medications kick in, so look forward to some pleasant and comfortable times ahead.

Take care of yourself first.

Genetic