((((Nightsky)))))

I'm so sorry you are going through this again!

theres nothing wrong with taking control over your own life/therapy and honoring your feelings and doing what is best for YOU.....it seems to me your t is not honoring you or your feelings

also, maybe this is a healthier you being able to see things from a different perspective than from the past; the child that has no control over her circumstances because you are empowered now to choose what and who is good for you and your life

your t, nor this other person has your power....YOU do