"kind of stable". i think that is why your t is keeping you under such close watch. it is hard to tell what stable is. if you have thoughts, and have told your doc that, then she will want to play it safe. i considered myself non-suicidal, until one minute i was ok, and the next i was standing on the roof of my house. it is so easy to make that shift. so i assume that doc wants to play is safe. unless there is a problem with the way things are going (besides inconvienience), i would thank my dr for watching out for me like that. but thats just me.