I haven't had manic behaviors as far as running myself ragged lately, yes I still have rages in my attitude and how I respond to stuff but I don't know if I am going into a depression or what.... I have been pretty much bed bound lately except for when there is something I have to get up and do like work or court or cooking etc. My house is messy, I don't really care... I just feel a whole lot of tired, I'm not napping tho. I really really wish that I could honestly, because I am tired but never have been able to nap during the day or actually sleep with out help in a medication form. I actually just called in and asked if I could take 50 mg of Seroquil right now, my normal dose is 400 at night, I was given the go ahead. She asked me why and really all I could say is I am tired.... I've not experienced depression so I'm kind of scared I might be hitting one... I don't feel sad nor gloomy but my butt doesn't want to do anything I just want to sleep but with being bipolar I'm kind of scared maybe this is a new thing.
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