My pdoc gives me monthly scripts, but keeps an exact count on my benzos because sometimes I take extras, and it usually involves alcohol as well. No, not a smart choice, and yes, this is why she counts. Last time I called in to the pharmacy, she called me before filling the prescription to ask exactly how many I had left.
I know the trust issue must bother you, but the fact that you are getting samples is a good thing. This saves you money!
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