We were talking about the fact that I am not from a 'huggy' family. I asked her if she was a 'huggy' type person. She said, "It depends." Then I asked her what she would do if a client that was 'huggy' just automatically hugged her after a session. She said, "That's happened and its okay. I am not going to tell them, No"

This is what sent me into a downward spiral. I had just gotten the impression that 'hugs were a no-no with her'. I mean, that's what she said when I asked her earlier in our relationship.

I don't think she would deny me a hug if I initiated it. She would be fine with it. But I wouldn't. Not now! Remember.....I hate her! I feel betrayed right now. I have no idea why this is bothering me so much. I am sure there is some hidden reason for it.